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Life is killing meTorstai 19.05.2011 21:32

Like a Jew in ancient Spain
And for Christ's name did pay with pain
Modern day inquisition
What is the link between these crafts?
Doctores and thieves, they both
Wear masks
Overpaid meat magicians
Life is killing me (x5)
Your doctorate and Ph.D.
Would wipe my ass etched in feces
Will not cure your affliction
Doctors Jeckyll or Mengele
And your face too, they're just a blur
Can't improve my condition
Life is killing me (x5)
Appointment made, waited three hours
Did not realize you had such power
I'd rather see a mortician
Your parents saved or had the bucks
Your education stems from luck
Future corpse: death by physician
I have no choice: devoid of rights
So pull the plug, it's my damned life
Keep me alive to increase your bill
A Red Cross hell? - the hospital!
Just let me die with dignity
It's not suicide, simply mercy
Just who do you think you are?
Medical school don't make you God
Now I don't care what you've been taught
Just get me off this life support
Just let me die with dignity
It's not suicide, simply mercy
Life is killing me (x5)

Forty Six & 2Torstai 19.05.2011 06:35

join in my.. join in my child
and listen.. digging through my old numb shadow
shadow's shedding skin, i've been picking scabs again
i'm down digging through my old muscles for a clue
i've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been
i've been wallowing in my own confused insecure delusions
for a piece to cross me over or a word to guide me in
i wanna feel the changes coming down
i wanna know what i've been hiding
in my shadow
my shadow
change is coming through my shadow
my shadow shedding skin
i've been picking my scabs again
join in my.. join in my child
shadow's closer to me...
i've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been
i've been wallowing in my own chaotic insecure delusions
i wanna feel the change consume me, feel the outside turning in
i wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing i've endured
in my shadow
my shadow
change is coming
now is my time
listen to my muscle memory
contemplate what i've been clinging to
forty six and two ahead of me
i choose to live and to grow
take and give and to move
learn and love and to cry
kill and die and to be
paranoid and to lie
hate and fear and to do
what it takes to move through
i choose to live and to lie
kill and give and to die
learn and love and to do
what it takes to step through
see my shadow changing
stretching up and over me
soften this old armor
hoping i can clear the way by
stepping through my shadow
coming out the other side
step into the shadow
forty six and two just ahead of me

Green ManLauantai 30.04.2011 21:42

Spring won't come, the need of strife
To struggle to be freed from hard ground
The evening mists that creep and crawl
Will drench me in dew and so drown
I'm the green man
The green man
Sol in prime sweet summertime
Cast shadows of doubt on my face
A midday sun, its caustic hues
Refracting within the still lake
Autumn in her flaming dress
Of orange, brown, gold fallen leaves
My mistress of the frigid night
I worship pray to on my knees
Winter's breath of filthy snow
Befrosted paths to the unknown
Have my lips turned true purple
Life is coming to an end
So says me, me wiccan friend
Nature coming full circle
I'm the green man
The green man

OpiatePerjantai 29.04.2011 22:54

Choices always were a problem for you
What you need is someone strong to guide you
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow
What you need is someone strong to guide you
Like me
Like me
Like me
Like me
If you want to get your soul to heaven
Trust in me, now don't you judge or question
You are broken now but faith can heal you
Just do everything I tell you to do
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow
What you need is someone strong to guide you
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow
Let me lay my holy hand up, hand upon you
Thy god's will
Becomes me
When he speaks
He speaks through me
He has needs
Like I do
We both want
To rape you
Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life now?
Open my eye, blind me with your light now
Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life now?
Open my eye, blind me with your light now
If you want to get your soul to heaven
Trust in me, now don't you judge or question
You are broken now but faith can heal you
Just do everything I tell you to do
Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life now?
Open my eye, blind me with your light now
Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life now?
Open my eye, blind me with your light now
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow
Let me lay my holy hand up, hand upon you
Thy god's will
Becomes me
When he speaks
He speaks through me
He has needs
Like I do
We both want
To rape you

Nothing For Me HerePerjantai 29.04.2011 22:40

How many times should I stop and believe in myself,
I dont believe much in anything.
Ive seen enough of the pain and the shame and the blame,
It dont amount up to anything.
Now I,
Rewind back to a time where I could do anything and pay any price.
And I,
Need time cause' im starting to think that the promises aint worth the sacrifice
And theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
How many nights should I walk in my sleep,
and I dream of how much I wanna run away (wanna run away)
Ive had enough of the stress and the mess
I cant take anymore I gotta getaway
Now I,
Know why im empty inside and im sure ive only got myself to blame.
And I,
Dont try to view the lies its just a waste of time i'll never be the same
Theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
I gave you my life and its fading away.
Theres nothing for me here.
I gave you my life just to fade away.
And I cant go on.
And I cant explain.
What everyones going on,
lifes falling away.
And I cant rewind.
And theres no escape.
Its been so long and I just dont feel the same.
Theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
I gave you my life and its fading away.
Theres nothing for me here.
I gave you my life just to fade away.
How many times should I stop and belive in myself,
I dont belive much in anything.
Theres nothing for me here.
Theres nothing for me here.
I gave you my life just to fade away.

Everything DiesPerjantai 29.04.2011 03:55

Well i loved my aunt
but she died
And my uncle Lou,
Then he died
I'm searching for
something which can't
be found, but i'm hoping
I still dream of dad
though he died
Everythig dies
My ma's so sick,
she might die
Though my girls quite fit,
she will die
Still looking for someone
who was around,
barely coping
Now i hate myself,
wish i'd die
No, why? Oh God I miss you
No, why? Oh God I miss you
I really miss you

[Ei aihetta]Torstai 07.04.2011 04:38

LAHTI!!! <3

[Ei aihetta]Maanantai 28.03.2011 15:10

Torture from you to me abducted from the street..

ToivoLauantai 26.03.2011 18:59

Onneksi se on tallella..

MeteoriittiKeskiviikko 16.03.2011 14:34

seitsemän sekuntia aikaa katua sun tekoja
kauheimmat jutut sä voit jättää kertomatta
mitä jos meteoriitti tippuu
päähäsi ennen kuin ehdit
sanoa ne kaikkein tärkeimmät sanat?
minä en unohda sinua koskaan
vaikka en muistaisi omaa nimeäni
sinä saatat olla juuri se joka sattumalta
minut pelastaa meteoriitin alta
jos osaisit väistää yllätyshyökkäyksen
taikka olisit panssaroitua terästä
olisitko haavoittumattomana onnellinen
vai pakahtuisitko sä kenties ikävästä?
minä en unohda sinua koskaan
vaikka en muistaisi omaa nimeäni
sinä saatat olla yksi noista ohikulkijoista
joka sylkäisee vasten kasvojani
minä en unohda sinua koskaan
vaikka en muistaisi omaa nimeäni
sinä saatat olla juuri se joka sattumalta
minut pelastaa meteoriitin alta